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 In former years I felt too ugly or stupid to leave the house, on bad days I can still experience these feelings. Nevertheless, I learned that the things I used to not like about myself and sharing these emotions have brought me closer to the people I hold dear. Instead of scaring them away, I let them in... 

In former years I felt too ugly or stupid to leave the house, on bad days I can still experience these feelings. Nevertheless, I learned that the things I used to not like about myself and sharing these emotions have brought me closer to the people I hold dear. Instead of scaring them away, I let them in... 

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 Oftentimes people think that because I'm a model I'm self-confident. People might also think I'm arrogant because I can be quiet and introverted.   Most definitely I'm insecure, perhaps because of this. just because you can't see it on the outside, doesn't mean I don't have these feelings. 

Oftentimes people think that because I'm a model I'm self-confident. People might also think I'm arrogant because I can be quiet and introverted. 

Most definitely I'm insecure, perhaps because of this. just because you can't see it on the outside, doesn't mean I don't have these feelings. 

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 I feel guilty a lot. I suffer from an 'it's-my-fault' complex. I feel guilty when I'm feeling bad about myself, I know people don't find me stupid and a horrible person to be with, which spirals me into a world of more bad feelings.   Luckily, I trust myself now and know that I'm alright and that it's not my fault when things aren't going the way they should. I'm not saying 'I'm sorry' that often anymore. I don't have to apologise for my existence and my choices. 

I feel guilty a lot. I suffer from an 'it's-my-fault' complex. I feel guilty when I'm feeling bad about myself, I know people don't find me stupid and a horrible person to be with, which spirals me into a world of more bad feelings. 

Luckily, I trust myself now and know that I'm alright and that it's not my fault when things aren't going the way they should. I'm not saying 'I'm sorry' that often anymore. I don't have to apologise for my existence and my choices. 

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 I'm feeling so much better about myself nowadays, this is because of all the sweet people around me. I would have never thought that I could have these many friends. I gained them by being open about my feelings, so if I could give any advice, however cliche it might sound: please lay bare your feelings and emotions. It will bring you closer to the people you value in life.   Isabel.  14 August, 2017

I'm feeling so much better about myself nowadays, this is because of all the sweet people around me. I would have never thought that I could have these many friends. I gained them by being open about my feelings, so if I could give any advice, however cliche it might sound: please lay bare your feelings and emotions. It will bring you closer to the people you value in life. 

Isabel.

14 August, 2017

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 In former years I felt too ugly or stupid to leave the house, on bad days I can still experience these feelings. Nevertheless, I learned that the things I used to not like about myself and sharing these emotions have brought me closer to the people I hold dear. Instead of scaring them away, I let them in... 
ramonadeckers_isabel_bedroom_s.jpg
ramonadeckers_isabel_6.jpg
 Oftentimes people think that because I'm a model I'm self-confident. People might also think I'm arrogant because I can be quiet and introverted.   Most definitely I'm insecure, perhaps because of this. just because you can't see it on the outside, doesn't mean I don't have these feelings. 
ramonadeckers_isabel_5.jpg
ramonadeckers_isabel_7.jpg
 I feel guilty a lot. I suffer from an 'it's-my-fault' complex. I feel guilty when I'm feeling bad about myself, I know people don't find me stupid and a horrible person to be with, which spirals me into a world of more bad feelings.   Luckily, I trust myself now and know that I'm alright and that it's not my fault when things aren't going the way they should. I'm not saying 'I'm sorry' that often anymore. I don't have to apologise for my existence and my choices. 
ramonadeckers_isabel_4.jpg
ramonadeckers_isabel_8.jpg
ramonadeckers_isabel_1.jpg
img382_II.jpg
 I'm feeling so much better about myself nowadays, this is because of all the sweet people around me. I would have never thought that I could have these many friends. I gained them by being open about my feelings, so if I could give any advice, however cliche it might sound: please lay bare your feelings and emotions. It will bring you closer to the people you value in life.   Isabel.  14 August, 2017
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In former years I felt too ugly or stupid to leave the house, on bad days I can still experience these feelings. Nevertheless, I learned that the things I used to not like about myself and sharing these emotions have brought me closer to the people I hold dear. Instead of scaring them away, I let them in... 

Oftentimes people think that because I'm a model I'm self-confident. People might also think I'm arrogant because I can be quiet and introverted. 

Most definitely I'm insecure, perhaps because of this. just because you can't see it on the outside, doesn't mean I don't have these feelings. 

I feel guilty a lot. I suffer from an 'it's-my-fault' complex. I feel guilty when I'm feeling bad about myself, I know people don't find me stupid and a horrible person to be with, which spirals me into a world of more bad feelings. 

Luckily, I trust myself now and know that I'm alright and that it's not my fault when things aren't going the way they should. I'm not saying 'I'm sorry' that often anymore. I don't have to apologise for my existence and my choices. 

I'm feeling so much better about myself nowadays, this is because of all the sweet people around me. I would have never thought that I could have these many friends. I gained them by being open about my feelings, so if I could give any advice, however cliche it might sound: please lay bare your feelings and emotions. It will bring you closer to the people you value in life. 

Isabel.

14 August, 2017

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